This poem is part of a short collection titled “The Virus,” exploring stigma, female sexuality, desire, repulsion, loss, and the impossible hilarity of navigating the New York City dating scene. See more from this collection at glitterMOB, listen at Ink & Worm, and keep your eyes peeled for forthcoming poems at Yes Poetry and The Boiler Journal.
The Virus Finishes Alone
the tender rejection: “it’s not you
it’s me and the Virus I’ve never danced
with nerve like this held a cell by the skin
of my teeth” he wants to bore
a hole but not enough to pierce the fine line
of sterility he wants to get close
enough to look and not see open
to me I am not fit to crank
your flower release some seed what hypocrite
could I be, what vice what steam—
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